The other side of the coin

As I mentioned in the preceeding blog "the depths to which one can delve to come up with such of will power and determination is sometimes also where you can get stuck". Well there is also a benefit to my penchant for being easily annoyed by people who don't pull their weight and appearing to be just sitting there moaping:

When its me doing the moaping after a brief malaise period I get bored with it and pull myself up out of the doldrums. That's right, I'm back sipping gin and juice, playing games, watching porn, writing blogs, flirting and being a general place of happenstance in society. Yup the randomosity train is leaving the station again, how long will we be "on schedule" is there a schedule not that I know of but I will be pounding keys dammit. Again how I look staying down when I know I can do something about it.

Talk to someone else for what? So they can tell me "Primal, you can't do it all sometimes you have to sit back and appreciate the progress even if it isn't a smashing success or blow out victory" I know that, hell I've known that a long damn time. Which means I'm just not paying attentiom, which would annoy me and make me look harder, okay whats buggin me, what has me ignoring the good things then I find it and drown it in liquor(my liver thanks you little annoying thing I had grown bored of drinking).

Oh yes I drink and blog, drink and game, drink and hmmm what was I thinkin, oh well it will come back to me. So I'm here gotta check to see if any movies I want to see came out recently and prepare to walk to the movies, before their gone. They keep closing crap round here

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