Well it took 7 days...

I finally hit 10k steps, I know it's just an artificial arbitrary goal still:

First it was 2 days late. I wanted to get it done by Saturday of course everything is schedule and weather permitting. And as the mid south had a lot of rain, I did a lot of driving, and I didn't realize I was only 1900 steps off on Thursday(Doh!). That's always how it works though right, you don't remember to check or your view is obscured and its like right there.

I of course follow up this "missed it by THAT much" event by also having it take me 8 days before I ATTEMPTED my first blog post. Let's be clear, I have no clue when and if I will even post this missive. Not because it is some super private, amazing or world shattering thing, nope I'll just probably forget to edit it and leave it in draft(I will notate it if I remember). Most things I do when the spirit moves me and not a second sooner. Mainly because if I force it my contrarian nature makes me procrastinate more. Now I might fight through it once I get started. But I ain starting til I get good and damn ready.

And no this isn't a "2018" recap or "plans for 2019" blog if I get around to them I do. For now it's just me noting that I did it 10k steps and how long it took. I'm at 6k currently so I might make it 2 days in a row 

Prime checking in (and the jersey face)

I'm kicked back downtown waitingh for a power supply to be delivered, needless to say I am bored. I know I've been waltzing by my blog here because I keep chilling on google plus on the late night. Those hang outs are fun and you meet a lot of interesting people, that being said its no real excuse I have two computing devices so I could hang out and blog too. I've been kind of blah lately mainly because by the time I get done work it was a little less than sunny out and I was probably in a tight or hot place.

Work wise we picked up a few new contracts have done some major installs and are hopefully going to have a good winter, not one to count my chickens before they are hatched. While there is nothing like new money, maintenance and service calls are what keep us going day to day until the next new big contract. Lots of long hours and late days, I love when things pick up and yet I hate it because I have less time to arrange my day to day.

Sooo I have an Oovoo account now

3 guesses what the user name is(and the first two don't count). It means I had to find my camera's software(yes the picture still sucks looks like I need to shell out 40 bucks for a newer version of this POC, Piece of Crap for those who don't know with a mic), I'm still downloading the software to use the video chat part(yeesh I'm not even gonna use that I'm just gonna use yahoo or fb, or oovoo and crap).

I was gonna wait til I get a new laptop to start an oovoo account but as that is taking longer than usual(lots of miscellaneous bills keep popping up and I refuse to revisit the Acer fiasco, yes it was only $450 but dang only lasting 2 years not acceptable)I have a cam, that was attached to said fiasco and I can use that for now in all of it's grainy splendor, I swear if I could get tango to work on my backflip I MIGHT use that, than again no unlimited internet on the work phone, no tango like product on the crackberry.

Anyway this was just a quick shot(and probably should have been done on Word press, I keep not blogging there oh well I will get around to it, this one took a while to take off too but look at it now. well look at it most of the time) NO I do not accept random friend requests yes you can just send me a message, hey what do you know I have e-mails listed here you could just send me e-mails and say hello.  Please no spam, if it looks like spam I don't read it off my phone anyway, what you know I do most of my blogging through the phone now why are you acting so surprised that I read the majority of my e-mails there too.  Except for hotmail I have all but abandoned that account, I should probably check it.

To those who continue to come by

Wave hi, thank you very much. I know that for the majority of the last month I really didn't do much to earn some of your devoted readership. I was flaky, I wasn't here, I would bounce in and out(hell I would look at my blog go meh and veg, okay and yes some porn was watched), I wouldn't finish blogs. And yet lo and behold every time there was a new update, I got visits. Not only the type of visits that are counted in dear old blogger/blogspot land but also the types of hits that are counted in my google analytics account. Some of you have even subscribed to my RSS feed(awesome), and I really don't deserve you because I've been a major tool, I'm talking sawzaw/jack hammer tool.

Plus as I have often mentioned unlike most writers(and if my lovely wife starts a blog she will be getting all types of Promo's on here YAAAY baby, what she's my wife I can't like for her to get attention and feel like the bomb. I think she's awesome, plus you know she's a great person she stays married to me, Sainthood I tell ya) I don't do a lot of self promotion. I don't it's like counter to my Zen approach to my life. I'll be me and you'll probably bump into me, maybe ya like me maybe ya don't, it's all good either way. I can't really call myself a writer though(unless this and other blogs count) because while I do have a story in my head I have yet to write Paragraph one. It keeps rattling around in my head because I don't like the "details" I want it to be real, palpable, edible. I guess like most people I am trying to write the Blah, blah blah, blah blah, blah blah blah. Look I have a somewhat weirdish comic book (well 4 or 5 part graphic novel but stay with me) running through my head based on some off balanced characters with some extreme dependencies and when I originally envisioned this story some 18 years ago I had a really specific way I wanted the story to go. Now I still do but I need to sit my tail down and start writing it. There I mentioned it, didn't give away too many details that may cause me to get story jacked(though to be fair, this is my blog and it will be time and date stamped so it isn't like I couldn't just point to it and say here, mine, already discussed) and have come off completely flaky again It ain easy being greasey baby.

Yeah I probably need to stop being a tool about that too, just go ahead and write something so that once it is complete I can vilify it complain and then rework it(yes I am that hard on myself that I would write it out, and bag on myself all day for the mistakes I made, Capricorn) and than possibly be happier about a second or third rewrite.  Oh well I WAS gonna play Black Ops but it seems my console isn't getting a proper IP address so time to watch Bleach, Naruto and hit the sheets. Til Manana folks

Waving

Hey folks I know I haven't been blogging much this month mainly it's because I have been doing most of the driving in the new year. I get most of my blogging in from the passenger seat or when I have a free moment at a site, not too many of those lately.

Momentous occasion though *blows vuvuzela* 2000 hits so yeah to those who have come through. Yeah hit off running thus I am scarce for now, but as last year showed it never lasts long. This is actually my first blog from the desktop in a while. And I want to thank a good friend of mine for @msjaydubya for the electric blanket I love not having icicles for toes anymore.

This is another quick blog so said "Hi", marked the 2000 visitors, and now often to take my vitamins, wash my rear end and head back to work.  Need to work out tonight too I actually had gotten myself down to like 260 lbs and now I've blown up to 285 again it's called lack of motivation. I'm never in denial about things like that I know when I'm just feeling lazy and worn down. Thats what the vitamins are for, hopefully I get can myself back to a more level feeling, need to drink more water too.

So anyway happy new year to those who have yet to read one from me, I hope you aren't being like me an dragging ass, get after your goals the sooner you start on them the further along you will be before you run out of gas(I'm already out of gas I have slowed down yet, I'm just trying to get either my second wind, a tail wind, or POSSIBLY coast to the crest of the hill I see the sign for the gas station just gotta get there).

I did say I get flakey this time of year

And with all the added disappointments of where I ain and what I can't do sometimes these pages are more like a weight than a release, but there on some things I wish to get off my chest, some fantasies I wish to type out so I won't be gone next longer and no this blog is not see you next year(yet) whether it will be tonight or tomorrow I will start cleaning up old business I'm not sure, but I will.

Each year one should reflect on who they are, where they have been, and where they want to go I'm going to do that, as the sang go fear don't leave here, and regret was drunken away so long ago that all I have left is reflection. Whether it be the mirror, the bottom of the glass, or the front of my mind it is what it is. What is yet to come I do not know, what I have already gone through I can appreciate, dark times have past and more will come but until I don't tomorrow I will wake up and face the day anew. Not bright and shining but determined to move a few steps closer than I was yesterday.

For those wondering where I have been, just staring out the window watching the clouds go by(or teeth chattering in a sheet as the heater broke thats another story that needs to be told), I'm here, there and everywhere. And I will return I talk to much not to ;)

Blah

Yeah I ain really feeling it today. I'm not even in a blogging mood today I said some things on ply but past that I'm not really inspired yet. I got a few blogs in draft I need to put the finishing touches on. Possibly wax poetic about some anime's or something.

Oh for my twitter folks its #thickthongthursday for those who don't know what that means(which would probably be everybody on my blog and not apart of my twitstream) that would be thick thighs and thongs (starts with Th like thursday see ain we clever). Now of course I ain been saying much on twitter I've been doing more blogging lately(okay that's a lie I've been doing both this week has been slow tweetwise but that's it). My info is on the contact page. I may add new ways to contact me in the future just ain sure yet(yeah like anybody is checkin for how to get in touch wit ole primal).

This is sad here I am uninspired and I still got a scroll bar next to me cause I've been rambling on about nothing(told yall I was random). For those that don't know how us Capricorns can be I may be talkative but I'm moody as I warn folks once I head into the abyss if you don't head me off I will stay there. (Love my wife for that) Butanyway(squiggles gonna have a fit with that word, yes I torture them and? My blog, my crazy way of doing this check previous blogs) again for now this is a blase' day, if it improves, takes a turn for the erratic whatever I may spit another one of these out. This makes my second blog for the day so I am keeping up content productivity and even hit ply up(without cussing much 0_o I know weird right). Running around doing system checks right now if I find any pics of folks around town the I can use I MAY post them on top of a blog. Right now the only blog with a pic is the one about deadpool(comic was awesome by the way pic both up either in issue or trade like me).

Oh its almost new phone time, I'm thinking of staying with the crackberry so at least for now all my bbm buddies will still see me right where I am now. Of course with no laptop I can't transfer all my stuff over so I may have to send out my new BBM pin. Need to either buy a new PC or a new laptop anyway. The good about the new phone is hopefully it will be faster with fewer glitches. The bad is now I will have to copy all of my notes over yay me.

So its Thursday everybody have a great day and tomorrow let's get ta sippin on something. I guess I'll bed this one til further notice, on to editing, possibly adding some HTML and definitely adding tags. I may try and find a way to be able to auto update my comments but we shall see.

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